Vanilla Twilight by Owl City

The stars lean down to kiss you,
And I lie awake and miss you.
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere.
'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly,
But I'll miss your arms around me.
I'd send a postcard to you dear,
'Cause I wish you were here.

I watch the night turn light blue.
But it's not the same without you,
Because it takes two to whisper quietly,
The silence isn't so bad,
Till I look at my hands and feel sad,
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly.

I'll find repose in new ways,
Though I haven't slept in two days,
'Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone.
But drenched in Vanilla twilight,
I'll sit on the front porch all night,
Waist deep in thought because when I think of you.
I don't feel so alone.
I don't feel so alone.
I don't feel so alone.

As many times as I blink I'll think of you... tonight.
I'll think of you tonight.

When violet eyes get brighter,
And heavy wings grow lighter,
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again.
And I'll forget the world that I knew,
But I swear I won't forget you,
Oh if my voice could reach back through the past,
I'd whisper in your ear,
Oh darling I wish you were here.

new skin

dlm ERL menuju ke Putrajaya. what a tiring week. blk outstation tros masuk opis. x kire arini nk kena jgk cari donut. Big Apple here i come! kempunan sudah wey..blk kena wat claim.giler r duit sume abes.gara2 tidak merancang kewangan dgn baik.huhuhu...so as u all da tgk, i've change my blog's skin. cute n simple. suke tgk burung yg bertenggek tu. memandangkan aku sudah dikategorikan sbg si BIRU oleh si OREN, maka saye mengambil keputusan utk tuka.hehehe..ok what biru. tenang je kn..warna langit dan lautan. very calm and cool. ok la my bat pon da week. chiow dlu. going 2 masuk opis in a while..muaxx!

oren dan biru

today along buat makan2 kt umah baru die. besa weh umah baru die. selesa. fully furnish lg. aku pun cam teringin nk mintak quaters kt putrajaya. tp x perlu kot.hrmm...as usual ramai yg tanye pasal aku. bile nk kawen? then i told them about my job, how bz i am, tros drg tuka soklan, cane nk kawen ni? nk kena carik laki yg phm la ngan keja..bile aku cite ramai yg last2 x kawen lg la drg geleng pale. risau dgn keadaan keja aku yg perlukan komitmen yg tinggi. xpe muda lg kate drg. jln2 la dlu.nnt da kawen da x bz kot..harap2 mcm 2 la. aku pon da stat terasa penat. naseb bek la aku suke keja aku ni. seronok dpt bantu masyarakat. seronok dpt berkhidmat utk rakyat. seronok dpt kenal dgn pelbagai ragam manusia. alhamdulillah ijad pun nk mencuba masuk sebagai penjawat awam. isyaAllah kalau ade rezeki die. alin doakan yg terbaik utk abg.

talking about ijad, baru je jumpe die smlm. we were discussing about color personality. die berpesonaliti oren dan aku berpesonaliti biru. org yg berpesonaliti oren ni x suka dikongkong.mcm die. dan org yg berpesonaliti biru ni jenis yg concern dgn org, amek berat dan seorang yg emosi.dats me.hehe...gelak je bace personaliti masing2. byk yg kena. yg plg best the statement org yg berpesonaliti biru sesuai dgn oren kerana mereka melengkapi diantara satu sama lain. dan akan mempunyai perhubungan yg hampir sempurna. hahahaha...insyaAllah kalau ade jodoh kite, semoga kelebihan dan kekurangan kite melengkapi hidup kita...amin...

LORONG YANG GELAP..wat did she meant by dat words? am i dat bad or is she dat gud. she's a santo.the one who never done anything wrong..or i think she just saw other people's faults. not hers. she's really gud in judging people. wat ever she said is right.and will always right..she also love 2 forgive..u dont have 2 apologize, she'll forgive u.yes she do. oh wat a great fren i have. im proud 2 know u. proud 2 have a fren dat makes me laugh everytime she talks about people. ridiculously great!

dis one goes for u. i'll forgive u. i know ur path will be very bright.just keep it dat way k. gud luck with ur life!

To anyone yg blom tau lg, ni adek aku, azam. adek kesayangan kot. die adek bwh aku. 11/10/09 aritu die fly ke Bangalore, India utk meneruskan pengajian die dlm bidang perubatan. sayu jgk la time g anta die aritu. mengalir jgk air mata ni. 5 thn die kt sane. aku doakan yg terbaik la utk die. berjaya mcm kakak2 n abg die yg lain. die rapat ngan aku. rapat sgt2. kire cam dok bwh ketiak aku jgk la. ko azam, dok sane elok2. xmo main2.blaja rajen2. ingat pesan mak kt ko tu. ko xde kt umah, jd sunyi la. gelap je bilik ko tu. hmmm..aku rindu kt die sebenarnye.sayang...

Ada berita lg. aku g blind date aritu.hahaha..sekali lg aleng membuat onar. kali ni kwn opis aku yg knalkn. sepupu bini die. umur da 30 tp single lg. dan die hensem.huhuhu~menariks

kwn2 dlu, knal ati budi masing2~kate risz. better yg bujang la dr yg duda.btol x? :-)

so ijad ade mane plak? ijad ade. ade dlm hati aku. masih lg berada di tempatnye..hehehe..xde sape bleh ganti tempat u lg tau. u r d 1 i love..muaxxx.

arini nk g sarawak. another roadshow 2 go. will b bz until 2/11. nk pegi pindah randah negeri. penat weh. pening palo ni. tu x masuk minit meeting lg 2. smlm da masuk pidato. mcm kayu je akunye pidato. xle dibanggakn langsung. tp xpe. at least i try.ha mane tau tibe2 aku bleh mng no 2?! we never knows. thanks 2 u boss 4 supporting me. hahaha boss pon dtg tgk aku betanding. gile sporting. ok la xle bangga diri lame2 sbb x best pon.wakaka. till we meet again bloggers.

lame suda tidak memblogging..bz sejak da stat keja ni. muka suda itam dipanah mentari.bibir pulak bengkak gara2 kepanasan yg amat. kena minum byk air masak pasni. blaja menembak mmg adalah pengalaman yg x kn dpt dilupakan. thrilling sungguh. 1st time pgg, siyes menggeletar.abes sampai ke lutut.buat malu muke comel ni je.hahaha..stamina kena mantap.xle lembik2 ni, kena kutuk je..tp sebagai peserta tunggal wanita, aku telah menunjukkn prestasi yg kire baik la jgk. xde la menyusahkn sape2. mabuk jauh skali.bangge2.heheh..yg x bestnye, dok lam kem yg x seberapa.boleh plak xde air.haisshh masam aku seharian. mkn pun ala kadar je.ape dijamu,kite mkn.bdn saket2 lg ni.ingat nk g wat facial la..xpun g massage.best gak.gaji da dpt ni boleh la banje lebih sket.huhuhu..blk dr sane, abg syg ku da menunggu. sgt happy dpt jumpe u. dpt peyok u. rindunyeeeeeeeeee......................sayang abg sgt! sori la ek gf awk ni muke cam negro dah. xkesah la kn..asal body maintain.knknkn..awk cpt2 la topup.boring la awak x msg saye..saye tunggu tau.make sure aaaa...