me, myself & I

its 12.45 am..still can't sleep. dunno wats in my mind. can't understand my ownself. my heart does not sing. i'm in disappointment..disappointed w myself myb.y i missed all those people? y i kept thinking of them? y can't i just get rid of them? y did i messed things up? y i just can't b alone?

no i don't wanna b alone. they r still there. i will b there.........................